Wow its been awhile

Okay... Its been forever and a half since I have been on here. So an update for you all:

I guess life is going about as good as its going to get right now. I started babysitting for my teacher. And his son, he is a handful. But its worth it, his son is sooo cute! I love him half to death. School is going okay, finals are next week. Ugh. Ohh and I have a girlfriend, and we have been dating for about a month and a half now. I love her with my life. She is so sweet. I dont think anyone has ever treated me this well in a relationship. And a lot of my friends are saying that Ive been so much more happy since Ive gotten with her. She was so sweet on our one month aniversary. She got me a dozen roses. No one has ever given me flowers before. It was so sweet. We went to the Winter Ball dance, and that was an amazing night. She took me out on my first date and everything. Dinner, movie, then we went to the dance. I dont think I will forget that night. It was incredible.

And whats weird, I never thought I would ever say this, but Laprell, just needs to get out of my life. All she does anymore is piss me off or annoy me. Like I am going back down to Tacoma next month, and all she says to me about coming down is that me and her are going to mess around. Im sorry but no. I have a great thing going with my girlfriend and Im not screwing this up. She is not going to be the person that breaks me and Sadie up. Hell no Im not going to let it happen. Yeah I dont know what it is with Laprell anymore, she use to get to me so much. And just like, melt my heart. But really ever since I met Sadie, its like Laprell is getting erased from my heart. Sadie is taking my heart from Laprell. But really I dont care. I have realized that Laprell has done no good for me in my life. All she has done to me is cause me pain. I never realized until I met Sadie, how bad Laprell was for me. And I love Sadie so much for it. I never thought that anyone could make me fall out of love with Laprell. But there is just something different about Sadie. I dont know what, but she has taken my heart. She never ceases to amaze me. There is always something that she does that just melts me.

But Im actually scared to go up to Tacoma. Why? Because of Laprell, I am so afraid that she is going to try and mess with me. And it will end up that I will cheat on Sadie. I dont want that to happen. I dont think it will. But even if like Laprell tries to kiss me, and actually does, I will feel so bad at myself. Thinking that somehow I could have stopped her. But whatever, Laprell is not going to stop me from seeing Jessica or Brandon again. Laprell is not going to take control of my life like I let her not so long ago. Im tired of her shit. So Im done with her.

Oh and there is a dance coming up at school, and I have to figure out some way to pay for it, cause it is Tolo, girl ask the guy. Well yeah my girlfriend is so not a guy. But I asked her to go with me, so I have to pay. I unno when it is, probably sometime by the end of this month or next month sometime. So I need to get some money some how. And Sadie is not going to pay for anything! No matter how much she insists on paying. Shes not going too. Lol.

Well Im not sure what else to say, so I will leave it at this.



~Megan