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Its all to hard to handle, Why do we have to go through this? Something we never want to talk about, Or even think. It takes over, Over are minds, Takes over our souls, Nothing can stop it. I haven't found a way to deal, Not without a pill, I cant get into another mess, Ive made to much progress. People there for me, But its never enough, I just cant take it anymore, Im losing control. Maybe Ill get through this again, Maybe I wont, I almost didn't so long ago, I don't want to go down that path again. But its so hard not the think about it, I dealt with the pain the wrong way, But the thoughts are always there, No matte

Halloween is here, Christmas is near, Oh and you cant forget Thanksgiving, Wonderful holidays! Full of joy, Laughter and fun, Hugs, Presents, Cards, Oh and Candy too. Maybe the best time of the year for some, But for me, Its got to be the worst, How can this be? Maybe because the one I loved is gone, Her favorite holidays this, Holidays dont bring me joy anymore, Nothing but tears and pain. I go into the stores, And see everything she would love, A tear starts to form, Her picture vaugly in my mind. I cant really picture her anymore, Other than her in a hospital bed, Nearly dead, on a lot of meds, On Christmas Day. How

I still walk down this old road, Now all alone, We dont eve talk on the phone, What went wrong? Hand in hand we went on our way, Such a play, I miss that day, Your wonderful way. Whats left to say? We both went a different way, Like our friendship dissappeared, Like we didnt even exist. We stopped suddenly in the middle of the road, Hand in hand, Eye to eye, Tears starting to form, And with a simple kiss. In our last moment of bliss, I stand here empty handed, Not forgeting that day, Your wonderful way. We named this road Memory Lane, And remembering all the pain, I cant stand it here anymore, So I look back once more.

I love her so much, Words couldnt explain, I thought I was done, And ended our little game, You and I have been through so much, More than we should have, In only one year, Breaking hearts, Mending them too, Crying til we fall asleep, But I just cant, I just cant get over you. Ive been with you for awhile, Loving every minute, Every moment, It couldnt be more perfect, But we tried once before, And you broke it off, Hurting me agian, Like everyone else has, But we're one again, Im more catious than before, But I dont think youll do it agian, I dont want this to end. Even after all youve done to me, I still have feeling

We're drifting apart, Floating away, Turning around, Ending the game. Its not like it use to be, I use to see you all the time, Every single day, But now lucky if its once every three months. What happened to our friendship? What happened to our love? Its all going down the drain, I dont want to go through this pain. Somehow I feel so lost, Without seeing your smile, Yeah I have a picture, But I havent seen you in a while. What happened to our talks? What happened to our nights? Will someone take my place? Will we be forgotten? I just want to go back, Maybe somehow change the past, Make it something better than the last,

Kevin rushed into the hospital. He saw Jen with about ten different people surrounding her, taking needles and injecting her with god knows what. She had tubes sticking out of her mouth and nose. What a horrible site. Kevin just stared, "How could this happen? Why did this have to happen? First my mom, then her mother, and now her. Is this vicious cycle of death going to end? My mother isn't dead, yet. I have no idea what hospital she's at. I want to see her. I haven't gotten an update from anyone about her in a month. I need to see if she's okay." Kevin snapped out of his thoughts and got back into reality. He looked at Ron who was standing

"Oh my god… Kevin! Why didn't you tell me!?" Jen screamed. "I can't believe you! Why wouldn't you tell me your mother was in a coma!?" Kevin just sat there in silence. He didn't know what to say. Isabella has been in a coma for a week now. Considering they can't go farther than 100 yards from the house, they cant go see her. "When did you find out!?" Jen screamed. "Do you remember that night, when we had our first time?" He stammered. Jen looked shocked. "How could I forget!? That was one of the best nights in my whole life?" "Well, when you go up and heard me, I as crying. That's when I found out. They called and told me. I couldn't tell y